Lost

I must dig myself out of this hole. I must find my way back. 

I need my motivation, passion & well-being back.

I always say i like being alone, and although i actually do- 

there are nights, solitude calls for unnecessary thoughts that just ignites emotions. 

Fak feelings. 

I need to get busy so i can stop thinking.  Also, i need to stop listening to sad love songs. >.>